Regular bro wanting to find out or discover the bro-bro side of things and see what's up. A little bro type might show me the ropes, in a big bro/cockier lil bro or sub/dom jock type secret fwb arrangement. Still new to the bi-str8 curious side of this as a casual encounter or hook up and figuring out if this fits me. I did found that I like dick, the smell and taste of a man's crotch n balls after a workout or a day's work, and even musky smelling armpits. This after & during a younger, straight married dominant bodybuilder acquaintance overpowered me & forced me into sucking and servicing his dick repeatedly, for hours at a time under threat, making me gag on it and verbally demanding that I tell him how much I need it, and have to have HIS dick, in humiliation telling me how I need to suck his big white thick dick that's superior to my tiny inferior one. This lasted over a 1.5 year period behind closed doors, after which I was kind of hooked on having his dick slapped on my face, put in my mouth and unloading down my throat.

Mi persona ideal: Although the section above may seem as though I'm hooked on dick, I really crave to know more about more bonding with another dude this way, and how to go about a more casual and natural encounter rather than such a forced one where I had no choice but to endure it until it was simply easier to take.

I think Ideally I'd like to find a few regular mates, or a fwb, where that might occur secretly and more naturally. I'm unsure but likely would like to get into some kink and roleplay with a bro who also might be just figuring this out but also may feel the need to find someone part time who is also somewhat aggressive but as a role play planned play bud rather than the long term experience that was unplanned in my past and not desiring to replicate that.